~Let go of the days, when you needed a friend, and bring new days, with Joy of Guidance~ C.B

Recently I was with a friend of mine,a very, very close friend of mine. We went out on his boat to water ski, and I found out that he wasn't the person who would socialize. He has horrible time with his confidence. And for some reason I felt I was called upon to help him through that.

Turns out he would not have done that with anyone else of his friends but me, now I felt like this has to be a joke. I mean serious, how can I do that much, in one day. How can I change a person In one day! It just Isn't me. I normally would not be the "Helper", I mean WTF!

I mean I love helping people, I am great with advice, and love to get people through hard times, and council, but I didn't know I changed him

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My mom, later talked to his mom, about how I was really happy I went with him on the boat and all that. But then his mom suddenly says, "He looks a Brooklyn now, as someone he can open up to, or some one who he can call to, or branch out to". And I just, was speechless.

I did not know the meaning of "Help" at that moment. But the second I herd her say that, I did. And I realized I was called upon to help him through everything. I was blind until I found out. I thought he was a perfectly comfortable person, who enjoyed life. And I totally just, I can't even Explain it!

It's a feeling you get when you know you did something right! You feel as if you changed the world!

And I defiantly feel that within the moment! I didn't even know I was helping him at that time. I thought I was just there for fun, because he wanted me there.

I feel great about it! It's something I can't let go of. Something that I can't seem to get my attention off of. Man! Do I feel great! It's one thing to know when your helping someone, but to not know, and Find out you were is A totally different feeling

-Brooklyn-